Verse 1:

Sometimes I sit in my bed and stare at the ceiling
Wondering what’s really there, what has been  concealed and
How It’s a mysterious life we live and how we all still children, tryna figure it out
What it take to hear me, to be screaming it out ?
How many we seen commit suicide in this day and age ?
What’s the cause of it, how we get on the same page with someone who do it ?
It’s all smiles when they going through it
And when you do see the rope, how can you stop it or at least prove it
You let the coin toss or leave it at still ?
Decisions, decisions
You see lately I’ve been having these premonitions that I could heal the world
If I had a hand long enough I would feed the world
But tell me who would the same for me cause I’ve got demons too
Who knew I’d ever feel this close to my dreams
Though they come with nightmares
I put my feels on a page hoping that you might care to read it
Or I need to first get close to the sun like that man Riddick
However I still give it my all, doing whatever to make you love it
You see this the need for validation will I get above it ?
Will it be enough ‘fore that model chick suck it, well ?
I can’t answer that fore sure it’s indeed in my bucket
Of things I need to achieve ‘fore I leave this world (Yea!)
See it all manifest twirl up and come to life
You see some are here to live, some are just here to later die
Some wanna get to the stars and the moon just to later dive
Man this life is crucial, we can’t live it twice so do it now while you still can
Hoping to one day I get to pop like that tin can
And even when I fall apart I pray for regroup like a clipse fan
Verse 2:

Actually let me get it back
Still a lot in my veins, you just let me rap
I don’t wanna survive in this world, I don’t wanna adapt
But is it up to me though ?
Will I always stay behind when I don’t run with the people ?
So many questions fill my dome, yo the brain is lethal
A tough act to follow so I still ain’t lead you, to the promised land
Is there really one, I doubt it you see the demons got to my head
Still living in the past while I dream of getting ahead
What a contradiction, see I’ve build a home I can’t maintain I should be getting eviction
I put these records out and I still ain’t wonder if they really listen
Cause it’s not about the plays, i can split it all here it’s not about the shame
It’s not about the lights or the fame - or the people knowing my name
Or the money, cars, girls or rush of being on stage
Then what is it really about, what do i do it for ?
I don’t know, but I hope one day I get to move it forward
You see I do believe all my visions can happen
And when you’re the only one on the road, you don’t rest until you see heaven
Hell is right beside the road you can lose it in a split second
Demons and Angels stimulate my frame bringing distress
But I know it’s a blessing in disguise I value this stress (yo)

Outro:
You don’t know hear me , I said I value this stress
You see, there are a lot of things that come with this thing of chasing a dream, chasing something you’re really like passionate about, something you really love
Brings a lot of emotions, and ..well
That’s all I can say, Thank You for listening