[Verse]
Disconnected from my feelings
Can't get in touch with my emotions
I've got this feelin' you can heal me
But if you tried, I don't know if I could be open
'Cause I've been travellin' down this road
Survivin' it all alone
Keep saying' I need to stop but I just don't know where to go
And I've grown so damn tired
On this ride to my house
It's been awhile since I smiled and I meant it
Typed the text but never sent it
Still can't accept after all this time
That things have ended and I can't mend it
Now I only hear your name
Through people that we both friends with
With those we had been, but I won't mention
Out of respect, all the bad blood between us
I hope that you can 'cause I can't question
We both did wrong with the best intentions
We could forgive, but can't forget it
I can't pretend, that's out of the question
Safe to say, finally learned my lesson

[Bridge]
But I swear I still can hear you callin' my name
And it's such a god damn shame
Out of all the ways I'm tame
I still can't let go of this pain
[Chorus]
I'm just tryna' figure all of this shit out
I don't know what the fuck I should do now
I wish you never met me then and you just knew me now
So much has changed but I'm still stuck on you now
I'm just tryna figure all of this shit out
I don't know what the fuck I should do now
I wish you never met me then and you just knew me now
So much has changed but I'm still stuck on you now