[Intro]
I swear, um
I think I'm crazy, yeah

[Verse]
This ain't really what I wanna talk about today
But I've been quiet as a mouse, I've been countin' my days
There's a leak up on my ceiling that I fuckin' hate (Fuckin' hate)
No baby steps, inebriated on my darkest day
Is heaven real? 'Cause I'm lookin' for a brighter place
If God can hear me, will he hit me with another chase?
I'm throwin' up inside a broken Coca-Cola vase
(Coca-Cola vase)
These live streams, behind scenes, I think I need my space
I feel that pressure, impressions are everything, and I
Know I'ma make it, awaken from every dream with the
Thought of you, baby, your name is all that I sing, rainy
Days got me dismal, dismissing that fuckin' ringin' in my head, yeah
That fuckin' ringin' in my head
Yeah, yeah, yeah
And I wanna miss that bus so I can step in front of it
I'm so pissed about my thoughts and try my best to smother it
Fall asleep inside my car, while the engine run n' shit
I just wanna crawl far away from where the monsters live

[Outro]
(I think I'm sick)
Where the monsters live
(I hope it's not contagious)
I don't wanna feel like this anymore