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Window
[Intro]
(Taylor 'bout to fucking flex)

[Verse 1]
6:00 a.m., stagnant as ever
I'm severing my brain, tryna understand this weather
The snow plow comes and goes, but I'm certain, however
The nightmares ain't gettin' much better
It's a fucked up world when your mind's got you subdued
To finger foods and skewed views in altitudes
Higher than you were last night when you alluded
To the problem but you know it's gonna obtrude
I'm choking on these bad thoughts in my trachea
Shaking in the middle of the night, afraid of waking ya
It's not safe, at least my mind's tryna save me, yeah
I thought that for a while, but it's demons in my aisle, I suppose
Just give it time, baby, let my mind unfold

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
Never certain of the problem, in fact
I'm insecure as all hell got me pacing it back
Facin' blunts, never fears, too afraid to react
'Cause time is precious and I ain't tryna waste all of that, ha
My aura dances like auroras out in Kansas
Spillin' my colors out onto a canvas
A reincarnation of Sam Francis, clashing with Clyfford Still
I'm swallowing all these pills, my mind is making me ill, but still
I pick it up again, you pray for me and shout "Amen"
I'm wishin' that he shot him then and stained his fuckin' cardigan
'Cause life is fucking hard again, I'm swimmin' way too deep
Where your history is buried and the people never sleep
Never speak a fucking word so you feelin' like an outcast
Outlast, go home, listen to some OutKast
Three thousand reasons to live, so now there's contrast
Layin' out your demons, lookin' at 'em through an eyeglass
They're minuscule if you really think about it
I mean, patience is much needed when you're weighing out your options
Suicide on my mind but ain't no bullet gonna stop it
Rid it all with energy and pack this piece up with the chronic
[Chorus]
I be chillin' the astral zone, the mic be on
Embedded in my psyche, gone
I'm just passing all this time so my night's prolonged
I don't sleep on motherfuckers, yeah, I just yawn
Said, "I don't sleep on motherfuckers, yeah, I just yawn," ha
Yeah, yeah, yeah