Malz Monday
In A While
[Verse 1:]
You know that feelin' when it's crowded but you feel alone
When you livin' in a house but it don't feel at home
When you down and ain't nobody tryna hit ya phone
Tryna reach yo' destination 'fore yo' faith is gone?
They keep saying, "Just be patient", but it's takin' long
I just need this shit to speed up faster
I even went to church just to conversate with the pastor
But, honestly, man, I don't think my prayers being answered
I try to talk to God but he ain't talkin' back
I try to move forward, it's like I'm walking backwards
Lately, I been stressin', I been feelin' sad
What happens to them days when I was full of laughter?
I'm tryna open new chapters
I'm being judged by my cover
I know she worried about me
I tell my grandma I love her
She told me, "Never look down
Just look to the heavens above us
And jus' look out for yo' li'l' sisters and brothers"

[Chorus:]
Uh
I ain't heard from you in a while
I'm hopin' everything is good with you
I'm hopin', every day, you smile
I hope you see that life is beautiful
I know sometimes you feelin' down
Well, I'm just prayin' that you pullin' through (I hope you pullin' through)
I know you tryna make it out
Well, if they could do it, you could do it too
[Verse 2:]
I just wanna know that it's gon' be fine
I just need some dough and some free time
I don't mean to be standoffish but, (what?)
Honestly, I just need some me time
Hit the door, bitch, I'm chuckin' up the peace sign
Hit the road, hotboxin' in the Ni-ssan
Put a instrumental on and kick a sweet rhyme
Takin' off to infinity and bey-ond
Tryna make it to the top, that's a steep climb
Tryna make it from nobody to a fiend, nah
I'm just tryna ball like I'm Le-Bron
Takin' off like I'm Jordan from the free line
Build a crib on a island by the seaside
If I want it manifested, I got three eyes (yuh)
Just hit me back when you see this message
I called you three times

[Chorus:]
Uh
I ain't heard from you in a while
I'm hopin' everything is good with you
I'm hopin', every day, you smile
I hope you see that life is beautiful
I know sometimes you feelin' down
Well, I'm just prayin' that you pullin' through (I hope you pullin' through)
I know you tryna make it out
Well, if they could do it, you could do it too