[Intro]
Sorry for the wait, everyone. I...
It's a long a story but I'll explain later
Um, here goes nothing

[Verse]
Rising up against the rest
Taking bullets to the chest
No one ever would’ve guessed
Raven Sensation, I got the motivation
Writing music out of frustration
Like I just got out of hospitalization
Focus on myself is what got to do
Tired of the choices where the choices been you
Now I'm taking other turns I knew I should have earned
Only if I learned that I got the wheel to turn
Lessons and lessons on top of these sessions
Listen I got a confession
It's hard to control my depression
Along with the dragging aggression
Speak up, I can't hear you
You're pointing at me I don’t know what to do
Man I'm so motherfucking confused
Do I choose me or do I choose you?
Always on my mind
Get away, it's my time to shine
Why is loving you such a crime?
Suicidal thoughts everyday
They don’t even say "are you okay?"
But "did you take your meds for today?"
Now the shy boy is saying fuck you to the world
Thank you for the pain
I will not keep it in vain, to use it as a key to understand you
[Outro]
Look, I'm gonna keep it real with you
I've been gone for months
First reason, cause I've been going through a lot of changes and
To be honest, I tried to commit suicide and
I was admitted into a hospital for that
Life's been hard
I just need you guys more than ever
Thank you