[Verse 1]
I'm a waste, gotta taste of my based brain
Feeling far, from my days, screaming "gang gang"
It's complex, when I flex, on my mainstay
Where I'm from, where the sun, been displaced, ay
Used my blade, couldn't say, but it shows up
On my skin, go away, you don't know us
Not insane, not okay, 'boutta throw up
All these pills, so instead, guess I'll roll up

[Chorus]
I'm just sitting here, ballin' money in the Benz
I ain't share with no one 'cause I ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money, then I'm feeling what I spend
Wonder if that's all to life, I'm dying in the end
I'm just sitting here, ballin' money in the Benz
I ain't share with no one 'cause I ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money, then I'm feeling what I spend
Wonder if that's all to life, I'm dying in the end

[Verse 2]
Call me an insomniac, I'm staying up all night
Can't get any sleep with all these thoughts up in my mind
Like thinking 'bout what happens when we close our eyes and die
Does anything feel real or am I living a whole lie
Depersonalize in my mind, I'm lost
Feeling like a dream at a nightmare cost
Don't know what I've seen but my mind exhaust
Hallucinate the real and my eyes stay glossed
Life is very scary now, feeling very wary now
Wanna take revenge on those who hurt me like I'm Carrie now
Float just like a fairy now, feeling very merry now
Shoutout all the substance in my veins, I'm getting faded now
Then I wake up down low, stay in bed, I'm out bro
Puff and watch the cloud go, now I'm breathing shallow
But it's all anxiety, creeping up inside of me
Saying that I'm nothing, why you always gotta lie to me
[Chorus]
I'm just sitting here, ballin' money in the Benz
I ain't share with no one 'cause I ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money, then I'm feeling what I spend
Wonder if that's all to life, I'm dying in the end
I'm just sitting here, ballin' money in the Benz
I ain't share with no one 'cause I ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money, then I'm feeling what I spend
Wonder if that's all to life, I'm dying in the end