[Verse 1]
I don't know where I went wrong
I feel like something isn't right now
Choking on my breath I get so scared without a light now
Feel it in my stomach and it burns I'm not alright now
Paralyzed I'm frozen but I'm chosen for this life now
I hate the way you not in my bed every day
Something feels so wrong I don't know what to say
Wish that you were here girl lemme kiss your legs
But I am not myself, feel like I went away
Looking for some warmth again like in July
Tried to find some answers and a reason why
Anyone would want me in the summertime
I been a mess and I just wanna be alright
I just wanted my hands all up in your hair
You just wanted my heart when it wasn't there
Now I gotta live life but I wouldn't dare
I can't do this without you, it makes me scared

[Chorus]
I hide behind, all the words I write
I say that I'm fine but you know I lie
Know I love you now and it's still the same
So why do I feel lost? I guess I'm just insane
I hide behind, all the words I write
I say that I'm fine but you know I lie
Know I love you now and it's still the same
So why do I feel lost? I guess I'm just insane
[Verse 2]
Panicking in my room I just wanna make it through it
Feel the weight all on my chest and I feel like I blew it
I just don't know how to breathe when I be acting stupid
I'm freaking out you knew it 'cause you also been right through it
I never doubted for a second that we're still not safe here
Take my hand and run away, we'll die if we just stay here
I can't do this on my own but we can if you stay dear
Make it through all of the sad cold hate grief tears cried pain fear