[Verse 1]
Yeah, Yeah
Don’t ask me how I feel, I feel however the drugs feel
I just get high until it feels like we in love still
And then I notice I’m alone and It’s a buzz kill
And I don’t trust myself cause nobody that I trust will
I still remember when we first met
You told me you might be the girl that leave me hurt next
We laughed about it
But what’s so wild about your smile is I ain’t seen it in a while and now I can’t laugh without it
You were the only bright spot on all my dark days
Lost my rock, now I reside in a hard place
Ride or dies, it was all fake
I realized that you lost faith way before you called
Like I decided to part ways
I shoulda saw the signs
I hope that n***a that you dating know you always mine
And what we had was amazing just had an awful time
Don’t tell me that you moved on if I ain’t off your mind
And time heals wounds, I hope it heals mine soon
Cause everyday, doing nothing is what I feel like doing
Trapped inside of a room
Can't nobody get to him
Scared of meeting new people and fearin’ how they gon’ do him
Girl I’m uninterested in pretending like we friends and shit
We used to be different, the difference is all of our differences
I know you sick of my bitchin’ and my addictiveness
Just thought you’d deal with it but that ate towards my emptiness
[Chorus]
Girl I miss you like I miss my granny
Shit, I don’t know who I miss more
And everything that I did for granny
Is everything that I wish or
Maybe I’ll never understand it
Maybe I coulda did more
And all the shit that’s killin’ me
May be a feelin’ that I live for

[Verse 2]
But name another n***a that love you fresh in the back
I miss my calls like Texas Tech
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