[Pre-Chorus]
I love him because he hurts me
Only love that I know is agony
First time I made love was a tragedy
Now I don't know how I will love normally
Clouds on me, rain shame on me
How could you do that when I was just fifteen?
Blame myself, still feel guilty
And I still wake up at night shaking, feel filthy

[Chorus]
I love to feel the pain I seek
I only love who's hurting me
I can't get too close to you, I'm a freak
Everybody knows that I'm so crazy
I love to feel the pain I seek
I love you more when you're mean to me
I can't get too close to you, I'm a freak
Everybody knows, e-e-everybody knows

[Bridge]
(Lovе) They say love hurts but what do you know?
I think this love hurts morе than you know
Can you feel the pain when you're holding me close?

[Pre-Chorus]
I love him because he hurts me
Only love that I know is agony
First time I made love was a tragedy
Now I don't know how I will love normally
Clouds on me, rain shame on me
How could you do that when I was just fifteen?
Blame myself, still feel guilty
And I still wake up at night shaking, feel filthy
[Chorus]
I love to feel the pain I seek
I only love who's hurting me
I can't get too close to you, I'm a freak
Everybody knows that I'm so crazy
I love to feel the pain I seek
I love you more when you're mean to me
I can't get too close to you, I'm a freak
Everybody knows, e-e-everybody knows