​shinigami
IDK why I’m like this
I don't know why I'm like this...

Yeah, I'm so sorry for all the time I spent just burning out in my room
I don't know why I'm like this (I don't know why I'm like this)
I know I let you down and I stress you out, I'm the only one to blame
Just know I'm fucking trying (Just know I'm fucking trying)

It was a Friday night, I was all alone
Just wasting time on my fucking phone
And I checked your page just to see what's up
And what I saw really fucked me up
It was you and him, yeah it was you right
You played your games and you fucked my mind
Now I'm burning out, never calm me down
I can never turn my life around

Never turn my life around
I don't know I'm like this
Never turn my life around
I don't know I'm like this

Yeah, I'm so sorry for what I did last night at that party with her
I swear I didn't mean it (I swear I didn't mean it)
And I know you're done with it, sick of all my shit
But I promise I can change
Please take me back, I'm dying
(Won't you take me back, I'm dying)
It was a Friday night, I was turning up
Taking shots, taking drugs
Got a time piece by my side
Whispered in my ear that she wants to ride with me
Look up and who do you think I see
Staring back at me, oh, who could it be?
It's my main chick, "How could you do this to me?" she said
I whispered to myself...

I don't know why I'm like this...
I don't know why I'm like this...