The filthy fuck secret
And the flex of again
And again and again
Screwing me pulpit-side
Regret and sin
Like gin and a chaser

Father forgive me like
You forgot me
Completely

In the smoke room
I haul bone
Against all I see
And lie lie lie
And love it

Like the boy
And the knife-haired hound
I call wolf
And he come
When he come
Like a beast
Of burden of proof
Snapping jaw and maw
Shutting in and shutting out
The truth
Father give me
Mendacity
Like chocolate

And fucking
And lying
I'm smiling
And smiling
And piling on to
The first thing smoking
I'm riding sorry
All the way back
Into again
Shouting
Choking