Nish (UK)
Changed
Feel like she don’t
Feel like she don’t love me

Feel like she don’t love me, she got her own thing
She’s busy she don’t answer when her phone rings
On the same page, things we used to both think
Now we don’t agree, we got issues that need solving
I feel like I’m frozen, you shut me out
From a part of your life, you cut me out
Always promised to honest to each other
Why do I feel like you don’t want me now
I’ve been through worse? Really
Delusional, clearly
We used to be joint at the hip
Now you don’t want to be near me
Do you hear me? Are you gonna blank it out?
Are you even listening?
It’s like everything I share with you
You haven’t got an interest in
Tell me that I always play the victim
These insecurities won’t leave we’re overthinking
I don’t want to share you
Fighting myself cos you share me with the world
But there’s a part of me
That only you get to see
It’s just me and my girl
Pressure, pressure
I don’t know what they want from me
It’s you who I do this 4 like one plus three
You were the one, the two of us
We showed the world that we could make it through our love
So why the hell you pushing me away
Tell me what’s changed
You say your side, I’m a tell you mine
You say you’re fine, why you always lying
You changed your mind, I see it in your eyes
Look me in mine

I stopped making you feel so special, I’ll take the blame
Should’ve made a little more effort, man I’ll take the blame
Complacent, then I complain That it ain't the same
We’re in a storm and I hate the rain
If I made a change, we wouldn’t have to embrace the pain
I put it in words, that I know you gotta hear
Me tell my side of the story to the whole world
And I know it ain’t fair
You tell me the songs that you love
Smile on your face and you shine
And I sit there like a failure
Cos none of those songs are mine
Right back to being the kid that was picked on
Right back to being rejected
Right back to reliving everything I did wrong
Like you expect it
And you don’t know I internalise it
And just cos you love something I despise it
I try to hide it
Wished you loved what I did
Feeling sorry for myself
Man up don’t need no help
Barriers go up I can’t even trust myself
Pressure pressure I don’t know what they want from me
It’s you who I do this 4 like one plus three
You were the one, the two of us
We showed the world that we could make it through our love
So why the hell you pushing me away
Tell me what’s changed
You say your side, I’m a tell you mine
You say you’re fine, why you always lying
You changed your mind, I see it in your eyes
Look me in mine