Lil Xtra
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[Verse 1]
You know I've never been so nervous
Like my spine's about to snap
Yeah, I remember how I bent
Until I broke myself in half
And I know that I get angry
And I know that you stay sad
But I still feel the bad blood drippin'
From the dagger in my back

[Chorus]
But you said, "You’re just not worth fighting for
I know there’s much more
Back where you came from"
Just leave me alone
Just get out of my home
She said ''I never needed you, no
I just needed something
You meant nothing''
So the earth begins to shake

[Verse 2]
You always love to say you see the best in everything except for me
(Except for me)
If I had done things differently
Well, nothing would have changed
Not my feelings or your games
You know, it's 10 years gone by
And I tried so hard to hate you
[Chorus]
But you said, "You're just not worth fighting for
I know there's much more
Back where you came from"
Just leave me alone
Just get out of my home
She said ''I never needed you, no
I just needed something
You meant nothing''

[Interlude]
(You meant nothing
You meant nothing)
This disease is getting worse
I see the fire through the trees
(You meant nothing)
Break my bones, smoke me out
Come on, do your worst to me

[Verse 3]
I broke rank, followed my heart
And where did it get me?
I should have known it right from the start
Left worthless and empty
Broken, broken
Come to hollow out my bones
I can't find my fucking heart
Much less my fucking home
[Bridge]
(I've been coming home, home)
But you said, you said it was never enough
My head, my head is all filled up
With lies you've spoke about a million times before
You said, you said it was never enough
My head, my head is all filled up
So please don't talk
And now I'll shut my bedroom door

[Pre-Outro]
When the earth begins to shake
As the mountains, they move around me

[Outro]
Can't get up, I can't get up
No, you just let me down
This disease is getting worse
If I never see you again
I just hope that you know I loved you
As much as you love him