[Chorus: Shiloh Dynasty]
Father, forgive me, for you know that i'm always sinnin'
I take no interest partyin' with liquor, fuckin' up my system
Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty i been feelin'
I'm sorry i feel no attraction, i know that it's been a minute

[Verse 1: KethOry]
Sometimes i feel like i'm sad
I don't lie, sometimes i feel lonely, empty and sad
Tried everything to get out of this fuckin' cruel fight
Only xanax makes me feel alright

It's so hard for me to express what i'm feeling
I live anchored to the past that's killin’ me inside
I have a mental condition, harasses me
And the only bloody solution's suicide

[Bridge: Shiloh Dynasty]
'Cause I've been so alone for so long
Oh-oh-, yеah, yeah
'Cause I've been so alonе for so long
Oh-oh-oh, yeah, yeah

[Interlude: Sample]
Is so stupid. Is so stupid
So fuckin' stupid. Fucking stupid
They call me an animal
I'm not an animal
I'm not an animal
Why do they treat me like this? I'm not that bad
I'm not that bad
I'm not so bad
[Verse 2: KethOry]
I will make them pay
Since i was appointed, the're prey
You'll have a knife in your veins
Nothing will save you, don't talk, it's too late
Hoe, this isn't your church, you sinned, face fucking fate

Your blood falls like rain
Now you drown in your pain
Nothing left to explain
Die slow, feel my disdain
Hate made me this way
All of you make me sick
The real me in the grave
You’ll remember my name

[Outro: Shiloh Dynasty]
'Cause I've been so alone for so long
Oh-oh-, yeah, yeah
'Cause I've been so alone for so long
Oh-oh-oh, yeah, yeah