Ten pills popped with these photos of you
So much guilt in my heart girl, if only you knew
I Guess it’s my fault Ive never spoke it to you
Went to war on my wrist stealing holdens with you

Now I’m alone in the cold and I’m over this use
Endone and smack in control since my youth
You met with my dad and you know what he’d do
Had us locked in a room with a rock that he shoot

Dees on the block now we’re lost in a feud
I was so quick to move how I fled and left u used
I just Spread the neglect now you selling it to dudes
I neglected the stress melting hez on a spoon

If you saw me now would you hate who I am
Now I’ve jumped counters , been addicted to hez
If I bite your soul girl would you forget ?
Or remember all the times we would lie in bed

Bridge

Popping all these pills getting high on resent
Thoughts of wifing you then like we’d ride to the end
I brought heartbreak to aus you missed the rise of retz
All these instagram girls feels like I’m cadet
One hundred phone calls, I ain’t reply to a text
I was probably with a bitch getting high in her bed
Im a slut need advice but she’s wetter then ket
Washing blood of my wrists getting deep in her wet

With a queen back home thinking he’s with a friend
Eight mills GHB with my teeth in her chest

Said she loves me but she only loves retz
And That’s so fucked up cuz I ain’t famous yet

I love these women just to hate who I am
Counting down days till I’m laid to rest
Pop 30 in a bath and embrace my death
While im holding a shirt with her amazing scent