[verse]
I believe in God but still imma slang this rock
Through these walls I hear the angels cough
Where would I be without my dreams
Where would I be without my dreams
Shit, probably in that traphouse, that bighouse
Wash away my sins and we gone life now
October 29, I'm 25 we ain't kids now
I gotta life now
Because I won't make it another 20 years at this rate
I probably only got a year
But still I'm here for now
Over years I gotta culptivate this sound
So much pain all them tears
That a whale can probably down
Memories of dodging penetanteries
Damn, I thank the lord for this gift that he send to me
With just my voice and mine heart
I made a symphony
I mix my pain with my strenght and do it beautifully
I'm on my own when I die
Can't wear that suit with me
So everything I do shit I do for me
I live by that philosophy
Surround myself with boys I know is life for me
(?) and the birds, but she ain't fond of me
So what that mean for me
She had to work for what she got
I gotta work for what i want
You know dreams ain't free
I used to pray a record label, just believed in me
Until I seen the true power I got deep in me
Still got that hunna dollar mic and all the struggle shit I write but I dont write I hear the beat and I just take flight
Rest in peace to Cory
He just took flight
My auntie got cancer and I hope she fights
Still i see the beauty I have in the choice of death and life
Anything can be more than it seems if you look at it right
All ready taste the fame
I want the riches now
Don't penalize me for it
Really from the trenches now
Memories of my father at them visitations
Know he looking down, smiling and listening to this medication
October 29 is a real n***a celebration
Villeshit n***a