[Chorus]
I'm not proud of my behavior
I'm not perfect and I hate it
I'm not feeling this shit now
But maybe I'll feel this shit later
You can with me like Play-Doh
You can play me like a shake-it
I don't wanna taste anything
I just wanna taste you
I swear to god, this Percocet feel like a hug
Talkin' to my mom
She worried bout me fuckin' up
I did a lot of stuff
This Xanax make me numb (huh)
It is what it is, but it isn't what it was

[Verse]
I'm tryna think less
If you wanna baby tell me what you thinkin' (uh)
Maybe if you were her, we could link then (uh)
I need some happy blue 30's don't need no pink 10's (uh)
David out here, David out here, hey man I ain't nothing
I'm still finna sniff it, I do not care what it's cut with
She want me to fix myself, I'm likе "with what bitch"?
I'm made of stuffing
I'm a fucking muppet (uh uh)
It's the up high with thе down low
Bitch I'm running out, I can't download
I don't wanna look at my phone no more
I just wanna go somewhere no one goes
Tryna keep my mask on
Fuck it, Future, mask off
It's the last straw (uh)
I think this the last straw (uh)
I hope this my last dance
I don't get my last chance
I already used it twice
I don't know why you too worried, it's alright
Seeing is believing, do you see it
I got on the car and put the key in
I still put on a show even though I'm bleeding (I'm bleeding out)
You would never know unless you're me
[Chorus]
I'm not proud of my behavior
I'm not perfect and I hate it
I'm not feeling this shit now
But maybe I'll feel this shit later
You can with me like Play-Doh
You can play me like a shake-it
I don't wanna taste anything
I just wanna taste you
I swear to god, this Percocet feel like a hug
Talkin' to my mom
She worried bout me fuckin' up
I did a lot of stuff
This Xanax make me numb (huh)
It is what it is, but it isn't what it was (It isn't what it was)