Pick myself up, dust myself off, never let nothing get the better of me
Keep my chip up, get my head straight, shit, I gotta be the best man I can be
Yeah, I know how it feels to wake up fucked up
Tough luck times is tough, so I better man the fuck up
Easier said than done huh?
My mind full of paranoia creepin’ round mine with my blinds shut
Give me pills, give me powder, take 'em 'til I feel numb
Chain smoke them cigarettes 'til i got the black lung
Here come the come down, drown it with that Hennessy
My heart's heavy, my heart's racing, got me pacing in concrete boots
Feel the weight of every situation but I rise to the occasion
Pick myself up, dust myself off, never let nothing get the better of me
Keep my chip up, get my head straight, shit, I gotta be the best man I can be
Yeah my mind fucked, running circles in my head
But I'm stuck to my bed, wishing I was fuckin’ dead
More money, more problems, fuck I feel you big
Make a little cake, so called “friends” can't stand the kid
Don't push me 'cause I'm close to the edge
I'm tryin’ not to lose my head