[Intro]
SevynTheVillain

[Verse 1]
Yeah, ayy
Runnin' from my problems daily, I'm lappin'
Lately, been relapsing on my flaws
And my bad habits, I've been sad
I broke up with my ex, he don't find me attractive
He just tell me he still loves me just so he can keep me trapped
I messed it up with my day one that rocked with me before I rapped
Held my problems so long, he ended up seeing me snap
Every time I hit em', it's a bunch of "I'mma call you backs"
With no call back, I lost my only friend, I hate myself for that
I hate myself for everything I do, everything I say
Everything I lose and everything I made
I don't do this for you, don't this for they
I've been on the move, I'm too young to stay
Got ADD, I can't even keep my mind in place
How imma stay? been messed up for awhile
F ya meditate, and namaste's
I don't even talk to God, no more so TBH
How I'mma pray?
Don't even got things figured out but life keep screaming "Andale!"
My mind be holdin' so much weight, I don't even know what I'mma say
But they say suck it up, this the life you was given
Second guessed thoughts when I thought I even said and I meant it
I want a Frank drive in the ocean and a Rove that is rented
'Cause all this pain I went through left me so dented
Everybody actin' different to me, probably paranoid and I'm trippin'
I don't go out, I don't like the attention
And not to mention
N***as fake, they hate me now, want me dead
But they act like they gon' all love me
When I'm gone and I'm finished
Let's talk about it, damn

[Chorus: E. Foster]
My thoughts are getting really scary
I just pray it ain't hereditary
We all know we gotta die
Got me moving military
I almost lost me, even though I think
I'm the reason we all eat
Everybody visions but visions is all me
Just being that I'm perfect
Is flaws that I see, yeah

[Verse 2: Deetranada]
Uh, change is not hereditary
Love and scared, scared to love, I hate February
I've been close to death a 100 times, I guess it can be scary
Life ain't really hit me til' the 7th day of January
I ain't even gonna jump in the matter
But in that hospital bed
All I heard from demons was laughter
I beat my wrist up so much
They thought I n***a got battered
Moral of the story, a sister almost ended her chapter
But ayy, I'm still here, n***a I lived
I only care about the quality (Kweli), word to Talib
I kept it moving and I'm actin' like it ain't even happen
Kinda like how family act when you tell em' you saddened
Now that's some sad shit
All my life I grew up as the outcast, the bad kid
The shut your mouth, your goin' through a phase, you ain't sad kid
Never won rewards for none, you ain't never had shit
So I'm gonna count it up and spend it til' I vanish
Magic I never believed in it
I hate bringing it up cause I feel I'm relieving it
I hope I come to peace with Diamond
So I'll say "We did it!"
I appreciate the grit in her because we really lived it
Always dreamed of livin' lavish
Now I got LV's on my belt
Guard heart with all my demons
They don't know how I felt
That's why I want all the smoke, I load the G's in the L's
Because the main person always fighting me was myself
Damn

[Chorus: E. Foster]
My thoughts are getting really scary
I just pray it ain't hereditary
We all know we gotta die
Got me moving military
I almost lost me, even though I think
I'm the reason we all eat
Everybody visions but visions is all me
Just being that I'm perfect
Is flaws that I see, yeah