[Verse 1]
Now there's a certain situation I've been going through
I got relations that's erasing this ain't nothing new
But tell me what the fuck is a n***a here to do when all the bitches that I'm missing keep on coming through
Nah I ain't tryna holla at em cause I got someone
But if we restart wouldn't a second chance be fun
Now baby girl to tell the truth you are my number one
But whose to say them other numbers ain't the better one
I hate life now tell me baby I'll see you around
Could you put a smile on my face I'm tired of feeling down
If you say not right now then hopefully I'll understand
But never seems like the time I'm gonna be ya man
Wishing just one time I could hold ya hand
Goddamn man this wasn't apart of my plan
Wish I had more time to think of something better when it comes time for me to be ya man
(Cause to be honest my baby)

[Hook]
I know you were made for me but baby don't you wait for me cause I can see the promised land but I can't do no promisin'
I know you were made for me but darling have no sympathy cause I can see the promised land but I can't do no promisin'

[Verse 2]
Maybe in the next lifetime I'll see you around
Problem is when I think of you I never frown
So why can't I be with you
I need you around
I need some real love, fake love is for the clowns
See, I need time so I can be the
One
That way when the time comes I'll be the
Right one
To show you you don't
Need no problems to iron out over here
Either way it goes
Youngin' always told
Stories that unfold
More truth than what's rolled up in my blunt
But to tell the truth
There's a lot that you
Never even knew
So I guess I gotta let you know what's up
I got problems at home
Problems in my phone
Bitches that won't leave me alone and the only thing on my mind is graduating on time
And how I'mma figure out this next line cause I'm tired of lying
I'm tired of trying
It feels like I'm dying
On the inside

[Verse 3: free verse poem]
Breakups for men are just as hard as they are for women. When we're hurt like that man its like losing a friend you grew up wit. talking countless hours and hanging out after school, going out to check up with the girls and holla at er and her friends. And if you think about it, the girlfriend I'm referring to is the girl I'm checking up on to holla at; her and her friends. We go so long with each other we don't know how to love anymore. We do everything we can to get you but few of us do what we can to keep you. Personally, I say it's cause we're too young, we don't know how, we haven't had that much experience. Maybe it's a one time thing you know not everyone knows the ways. Exchanging all our secrets, telling them you love them, staying up all night talking on the phone, holding on to the person you claim to love when something deep down may tell you otherwise. You're contemplating yourself, should I stay, should I go. Brain's telling you yes, and your hearts saying no. After a while men try ta find something to fill that void. ya know the void of darkness only real love can fill. Whether it be drugs, movies, drinks, books, or other women. No matter how hard we try not to think about you something lingers in our mind. You. and by you I mean the woman we've learned to love. The woman we've studied as we talked forever last night, the person that knows all your secrets cause you let down a wall for them to pass.. Women are what make a man. You're the piece to complete us. Every king needs his queen. So beautiful black woman would you be with me
Its all feeling like some deja vu