Verse:
Every time I look up to the stars in the night sky, I ponder on thought of how God could let you die. This isnt how it should have went even though you were heaven sent. Yeah. A perfect man to look up to even in the darkest days, its never too late, and even though I couldn't say goodbye I know you're looking down in a true disfuise, sitting here wondering why. He could do this to such a nice guy, you were everything I aspire to be and while I try to be the best emcee I could be, I always remember what you taught me. Yeah. Even if it doesn't show it through my songs. Ill always be the man that you knew all along, even in front of the camera or not, ill keep my headstrong while knowing right from wrong

Hook:
After everything you did for me, I'm gonna make you proud yeah ill make ya proud. Ill shout it out loud, yeah I'm gonna shout it out and make ya proud. X2

Verse:
Yo mom, I try to stay calm while I keep on ticking just like a time bomb. So many things that have to be said, like how could the person I look up to be dead? He worked so hard to keep his family fed, even when his own health was hanging by a thread. This is part 2 to thousands I could write. The fact hes no longer in sight, is just not right. Everytime I gaze off in the moonlight, I'm hoping that one day we could reunite. I dont know why I feel so much fright, cause death is the start of a whole new life. Maybe some day and maybe sometime our lives will all get better and just realign. All we'll hear is laughter instead of crying, who am I trying to kid this is still terrifying

Hook:

And grandma. You are so strong, the way you dealt with the pain for so long. I look up to you in more ways than you could know. Never once did you ask us to borrow your cargo. Such a strong woman who looks fragile from the outside. Never once did we see you shed a tear or cry, or even ask for us to confide. I dont mean that in a negative way, I'm just trying to make a positive outcome from this tragedy if I may. Seems like the time slows down when hes gone. I know I'm not supposed to feel this way anymore, cause through you he lives on. I can't help myself, for the most part I was withdrawn. From all the emotions that I was feeling all along. I wish I could control my body and flip the switch on, to make this all go away and call upon the greater one