I woke up this morning
Thoughts of suicide
Rushing through my head
I hold on got to keep strong
I've got to keep pushing on
It seems things will stay this way
It seems things will never change
I’ve got hold on stay focused
And Not let the voices win
I got to keep strong
Show them who I am
Must have the courage
Goto keep pushing on
Think positive
Not let hatred overcome me
Black berry molasis
Some things never change
I keep holding on
Wishing times were better
But things remain the same
I'm better off dead

I woke up this morning
The memories Racing through my head
I've been Caught up in the cross fire
Physical barriers which lie beside me
Inside I’m crying
Weak, I break down into tears
But I goto keep Holden on
To what I have left
Took my love for granted
Have nothing left but heartache
Afraid I'm holding on instead
I'm better off dead
BlackBerry molasis
Somethings will never change
I'm living a lie daily afraid
Things will always be this way
I hold on goto keep strong
I've got to keep pushing on
It seems things will stay this way
It seems things will never change
I keep fighting for my life
Wishing the pain inside
Will come to die goto
End the heart ache and pain
I'm better off dead
They say Im crazy
My life ain't worth living
After all that we been through
I keep looking up to sunrise
And theres the other side
Im better off dead