Third day, got four left
Liver torn to shreds so I forget
Barrel full of lead to the forehead
Shiver on the trigger 'til I forfeit

Numb and frozen in a chokehold
Tongue stuck on a cold pole
Warm blood runs from my head, flows
Down my neck to my dead toes

Throat coat with the codeine
Sold clothes for some more lean
No hope but a rope swing
Throwing up through these broke teeth
Spitting slowed speech

Third day, got four left
Liver torn to shreds so I forget
Barrel full of lead to the forehead
Shiver on the trigger 'til I forfeit

Watching through a cocked gat
Altered off the coughing coffin
Bottle in a brown bag

Caustic, cautious arms
Scarred up from inflicting harm
Clawing at the surface
Through the dermis with a purposed shard

Vomit up toxic
Glottis clogged chronically
Nauseous cause the noxious blood
Pumping in my arteries

Forgot to breathe

See, death's on my mind, even unconsciously
Caught between a rock and hard spot in my psychology

Loser for life
Stupid, deluded, and useless, despised
Screwed up and puked up the Dew and the Sprite
Used it in hopes I would choke on the ice

Grain grip the hearse
Witless words
Dizzy mind got my diction slurred
Spinning sight so my vision's blurred
Frigid life on a frigid Earth

Third day, got four left
Liver torn to shreds so I forget
Barrel full of lead to the forehead
Shiver on the trigger 'til I forfeit