Detox
Spectre
[Verse 1]
If there wasn’t so many ripples
From all the struggles that seem so little
Then maybe my face would be clear
Yeah no more pain no more fear
Hard work over failure
But I can’t stop thinking failure
Man, all this water that I tread
I’ve never felt so dead
Now I’m just a ghost passing by
Don’t mind me just do you fine
Wonder if all this effort is really worth it
Wonder if this is necessary for my purpose
But I can’t seem to turn back
I don’t even know where I’m at
Uh, regrets and regrets
Give me a moment let me cry for a sec
Gaze upon and see all the smiles
So far away, millions of miles
My high school life has disappeared
TV shows and movies don’t help the drear
All these trials and tribulations
The grand test for my patience
Caught in between, stuck in the middle
Everything is shrouded in a riddle
Mixtapes in the trash, friends out the back
Rambling with talks, I feel so wack
Near my peers but I can’t relate
Loss of memories that I can’t compensate
All those people are all would have beens
But I guess I couldn’t settle my differences
Peace and calm form of lifestyle
But feeling so lonely after for a while
Classmates all enjoying the sun
I’m dwelling in the dark having no fun
That’s the choice that I’ve made
Disappear, yeah I'mma bout to fade away

[Outro]
Time slowly fades
Identity slowly erased
Lone wolf with no pack
Ain’t nothing I can take back
All my friends screaming no school
And here I am making music that they listen to
Hard grind don’t guarantee recognition
Always down in the ground no appreciation
But that’s what it is huh?