[Verse 1]
Uh, I think I’m in the wrong position
Most of time when I think I don’t listen
Solitary brain, self-inflicting pain
They say the sun is pretty but all I see is rain
All the things I’ve done have been contradicting
Maybe cause I’m thinking but not really thinking
Never have I ever been so afraid
My sanity is loose I don’t think I can maintain
Tame is such a hard action to do
Control is something I’ve never been able to do
But really I want to win I don’t wanna lose
Sore player on the court, all I hear are boos
Hate it when nobody believes in me
Especially when it’s people who say they fam to me
Like who you calling brother? I don’t see that
Don’t tell me it’s for my own good if you don’t believe that
Got no tone changes in my voice
Rappers be begging on some Rolls-Royce
But I’m the true phantom, I’m the true ghost
To the empty stadium let’s all have a toast
And I know that nobody’s gonna like it
I’m so abstract and hated but I still write it
Scoring a hundred like Wilt Chamberlain
Tony Massenburg from all the teams he was in
Haven’t been able to establish a career
So many things in my mind that I fear
I don’t think I’ll get a deal so solo
Mediocre at everything so that’s a no go
Doctor remixer, mister mixtape
But I’ll tell you right now that I ain’t any fake
Real as they come even if no one likes it
Tryna be honest to core instead of cryptic
Listen, I ain’t tryna start any fights
But I promise if you threaten me I will bite
Said I would rep my city and my God
But that didn’t happen it was only what I thought
I’m so sorry I’m just so lost
Never realized all this was such a heavy cost
Decomposition, recycle and reuse
Plan failed from all the decisions I couldn’t choose
Winter zone creeping from the birthright
It’s either me or him it’s better to indict
Please say it if you have any last words
No summaries or explanations, my turn

[Outro]
Dreams are raised
Desperate for a taste
Lives are laid
Head on a blade
Needless to say
Never feel praised
Destiny awaits
This is my way
Yeah, I guess this is what I gotta do