Detox
Youth Group
[Verse 1]
Come on over for the friends, come on over for the food
Come here for the fun, this is way too good to be true
Purpose lost, no one cares when someone is tryna preach a verse
And worse sometimes all these claims goes into reverse
Uh, people are arriving for the wrong reasons
Reason why that’ll be the last time you’ll ever see me leaving
Yeah, but even with the right reasons
I end up more depressed leaving with my heart still bleeding
I swear, this is such a vicious cycle
Welcoming party? More like rejects from a block party
They say they all fam all I see is gangs and cliques
They say they love each other I don’t see em go and mix
From the outside it’s all good, but inside it’s not what it looks
Ain’t no difference from here and when I go study the books
Grew up in the pews this chapel should certainly feel home
But no, most of the time the feeling is worse than being alone

[Hook]
I say I rather be alone
Than being in this place
Cause every time I gotta put a mask upon my face
But I hate being alone
I hate being alone
Every time I’m there I get nothing
I don’t get any loving
At least by myself
I feel like I’m something
But I just hate being alone
I hate being alone
So the next time you’re here I’m so gone

[Verse 2]
They say here I get a new life but it feels like my old one
Thank you come again? Yeah right, forget it I’m done
Sweet on their lips, but I still hear hate in their voice
Joy in their hi’s, but I see em judge me in their eyes
Annoying, teasing, and cursing, piercing damage of pain
They claim they just messing, but it’s very much the same
I’m only for the moment, I fade away like a ghost
Not being missed is the feeling I really hate the most
Guess this wasn't what I was looking for
Farewell to you fakers, I’m leaving these holy doors
This is the reason why now I never sing Jesus loves me
Reason why I believe in science and realistic theories
Reason why I think of death and point a gun at my head
All just because of what people there did or had said
Either you do or don’t fit, is this what Christianity is
If this is what it is I don’t want any more part in this

[Hook]