[Verse]
I'mma let y'all in my mind for a moment
Just promise me you're keeping up
Cause see, all these promises that keep me up
No, there ain't no tolerance I'm weak as fuck
And I've been hurting for a long, long while
Where my smile has been feeling sus
Y'all been a burden since that song off 1996
It got you listening for once
What the fuck what you wanna see me spill my guts?
Take a knife upside my stomach get to cutting
Cause I've been spitting feelings since day one
Got the cousins up the country
Bumping 'I Don't Watch TV'
But y'all don't see how difficult it is to fund it
Cause shit I'm making money
But I still got bills to pay
And if you think that I'm complaining
You can suck it
Cause I can wake up every morning
Knowing that y'all got a problem
With how Donny says he will and then he does it
I'm really just a fuckup
Ain't never gone to college, I don't wanna
I ain't fronting either, I just wanna rap
Cause every time I rap
It's like the thunder after lighting
From my shit already striking
Just like Tyson when he punches
I'm Ali when he's ducking
I already stung you, fuck a butterfly
I'm pimping shit from here to Central London
All my fucking bridges they've been falling
Cause I burn 'em from my end
That's why regret is always heavier tomorrow
Feel like my head is hallow
All it does it bobble on a spring
And shit, that thing has been connected since a toddler
After all the years of rust
And the fucks that I've given
I've been sitting on the shelf collecting dust?
I'm like fuck another album in a month
I've been telling y'all wassup on every project
It's like I'm stuck on stepping up
Now my legs are getting numb
Through all this trudging through the mud
I've come accustomed to it
Who am I to judge? My records suck
In comparison they bump
Y'all be jumping through the waves I created
Just from flushing all my shit straight down the porcelain
Fuck a sportsmanlike showing
Don ain't got no sports in him
And I smoke so much I'm always in a daze
Dunno how many days that it's been
Since you seen a sober Coulter
Who ain't known to be so focused on his weight
Got bones poking out my face
I ain't playing, I'm malnourished
I ain't ate and I'm addicted to the normal stomach pains
Never took a blade to my skin
And I sure as hell don't crave it
God, he made me so I like the way I shake
Like the way I stay up late at night
And put my mind on other things
Try not to focus on my body
How it's breaking, all I hear is
"Dang, you took so long to put a song out"
My mistake, I guess that y'all ain't with the honest way I say it
These rhymes that I create
Thought they maybe could explain my situation
Overestimated how I thought y'all take it
Wanna run away from my problems
But my mind is like a cage
And I can't ever find the perfect rhyme to say
I'm tired of my brain
My train of thought conductor
He keeps stopping at the awfullest of stations
My god I fucking hate him
Prolly strong as Cochran hated OJ when
OJ went back on trial for that robbery in Vegas
My partner saved my life
I wouldn't turn around and waste it
I'd make my lawyer rich
To make sure I don't gotta pay no mind
To snakes slithering in rain or shine
My my, oh god, take this weight off my
My mind, ugh
And I can say those lines
Without a moments hesitation
Cause I pray those nights where I, just might
Might face a suicidal thought
My pursuit of happiness
I found a cutie I can call
Beautiful and not get told
She's with some dude that I don't know
Oldies blew me off to smoke
And so I'm clueless how I'm sposed
To keep pursuing shit
When all I do is prove I'm just a brawn
Hope me flying outta' Georgia
Helps me sort this shit I lost
Who'da thought a girl in Jersery
Got me itching for a call
Gets melodic when we talking
I'm just sitting there in awe like..
Oh