Staring at the walls to past the time, punch myself make sure I still alive, I'm not alright
It's become a disguise
Friends and family, I'm losing all ties
Staring at the walls to past the time, punch myself make sure I still alive, I've been here before
I will survive
Another month under gray skies
I'm holding on as tight as I can
The monotony never seems to end
Everyday I think the same everyday I think about the place I'd rather be than here
I've been here before I will survive
Another month under these gray skies
We've carried each other through and over the seas
We live for nights like this the ones we won't forget
Forever remembered
I hope to open my eyes to see this picture I'm throwing it all away
I hope to open my eyes to see this moment that I should treasure forever
Staring at the walls to past the time, punch myself make sure I sti!
Ll alive, I'm not alright
It's become a disguise
I'm holding on as tight as I can
Coming home I don't know when
I'm holding on as tight as I can
I swear
My dearest love, I woke up tired today even more so than yesterday, how that's possible?
I don't even know
Nor do I want to, it's hard to find the motivation when you are this drained
My body aches but I'm used to feeling this way
Seventeen down, seventeen to go
That's not so bad, right?
I think of home of ten and of you even more
Yesterday I saw the sunshine shinning, it appeared for a few minutes just after two
For a moment I found myself smiling as if those short rays of light were enough to get me by
Maybe that was enough
Thank god, I needed that
For a moment I found myself smiling as if those short rays of light were enough to get me by
Maybe that was enough
Thank god, I needed that
I surely needed that
Thank god, I surely needed that